A small gesture, with great meaning

“No, no, no! I’m fine,” she insisted when he stood up to offer her his seat. But he had already vacated it, and was moving out into the aisle of the lurching commuter train to make way for the pretty young woman.

He gestured to it. But she hesitated. He was old; what was left of his hair was thin and grey. And he was stooped. He held his left hand aloft, his left elbow bent at a 90 degree angle as if it was hurt. Maybe it had been – in an accident or as the result of a stroke at some point in his past. She must have noticed.

But he was also dapper – if ever the word applied to a man it applied to him – dressed in a tidy, if mildly ill-fitting (ever so slightly over-sized) jacket, button down shirt and tie that looked like they might have fit him 20 years ago. When they would have been fashionable. When he wouldn’t have been stooped. When he wouldn’t have favoured that arm.

“I insist,” he said gently, but firmly. And even as he swayed with the rocking of the train, his voice was steady, solid, resolute.

And so, she weakened. “Are you sure?” she asked, probing, inviting, no – willing him to renege on the offer. But he merely nodded, and reached out for something to grasp, steadying himself.

So she sat.

It was the simplest of exchanges, the smallest of gestures, all over in the span of less than a minute of measured time. But I watched it happen.

And I marvelled. Was it my imagination, or was he standing just a little bit taller and straighter than he had been a moment earlier – before she had accepted his modest act of chivalry?

Or was it just that all of the other men on that train, the younger men than the one now standing solo in the aisle gripping the handle on the seat back for support, seemed to get a little bit smaller? To shrink down in their seats. To stare straight ahead, or out the windows, or at their phones. Anywhere but at the man who, through a kind gesture, had reminded us all of another time. A time when self-sacrifice was valued above self-interest, and when things like manners and gentility mattered.

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“Either life is holy with meaning, or life doesn’t mean a damn thing.” – Frederick Buechner

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4 thoughts on “A small gesture, with great meaning

  1. My parents had a friend many years agoWho only had one arm. He is now passed away but I will share the story with you. He was in the war and in England on the bus and the seats were few and he got up and offered a lady his seat, she sat down on the bus and he put his arm up on the handle to study himself . At that point a bomb keep us and the woman was killed and her. He was founded on our way with his arm taken off but do you many many happy years and married a lovely woman I had two beautiful children and grandchildren. He was the school principal. His kindness for woman saved his life. Just reading your blog today of your event on the train reminded me of this true story in my life. Just thought I would share it with you . Joanne Whidden

  2. Small acts of kindness and selflessness are what makes our lives damn meaningful. That’s a touching and inspiring story, Patti.

    • Thanks for taking the time to read and comment, friend. It moved me when I saw it. I wanted to tell the man so – but we both got off the train at the same stop and he was swept up in the crowd going in the opposite direction. Still it made an impression on me, and I thought his kindness too lovely not to share.

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